i'm Back Alive and strong =)

yo readers its been months since i last wrote on this page...anyway i'm still alive and strong...first order of business....why havn't been writing? well you know i have been busy and at the same time too lazy to write since writing isn't really my forte...second order of business why are all the girls that i ended up liking are taken? what's with that shit?? anyway the answer to that quuestion is still unknown maybe i'm just shit out of luck but one day i will find the right one...haha ...ok that's all for tonight i can't fuckin sleep due to insomia...fuckin circadian rythm and your own schedule alright seee folks again hopefully i don't get lazy writing again haha...

It's Crunch Time

What's up peepz first year is about to end and wow what a year....i experience a lot of things during my first year..there were some good ones and there were some bad ones... but anyway wow time flies. i never really felt that one year has past since i started studying here. anyway i gotta focus more and reevaluate myself next semester i gotta do better than this year...

what's said here stays here...

yo readers its your boy again.....anyway as you can see from my title what's said here stays here...reason is that i don't like it being talked about outside this blog due to the fact that i might become emo and i hate being emo haha....anyway i have girl classmate i will not name her and as the months goes by i started to like her...at first i was hesistant because she has a boyfriend....after she broke up with him i saw the opportunity that maybe just maybe i might be able to show what i'm all about unfortunately for me i am what you call a "TORPE"..now i have this boy classmate he like this girl a lot except that he always keep trying no matter how many times he was shot down.. to describe the guy he is not your typical likeable guy i give the guy credit because he is persistent..and then this turned out to be one of the most unexpected shit that ever happen to me...today i found out that this guy and this girl that i like are starting to like each other...for the first time in many years i never felt so jealous...i actually never could have imagine they are actually liking each other.despite my emotions i keep up a mask (my face) to show that i am affected and to hide what i really feel inside...deep inside me i felt that my heart sunk...i felt like shit...yes i know i'm being gay right now but anyway i don't give a shit...i start to ask myself questions why i didn't do these? do that? etc....personal reflection i think i should done something earlier...maybe i should have let her feel that i like her...maybe i should have muster that courage when it was needed....anyway i still have that envious feeling in me..i envy them.....maybe it's not my time yet there might be hope out there or maybe we are not meant to be....anyway to summarize it all up i was kinda heart broken....best thing to do for now is to lay low, keep my head up high it's not the end of the world...funny shit that we're not even together but i got affected this much???? haha i'm such a loser aight peace out brothas......

omg i havn't blog in while.....anyway just finish with midterms got some satisfying results =) anyway its final period..almost second year.....i can already see myself working in the hospital..=)
anyway much to all GOD bless and let's do this shit =D

Blargg.....

Yo readers its your boy once again..haven't been blogging for a while since i am pretty occupied with work anyway....today was hot as hell...uhm my roof is currently being repaired ( yay)... oh and that NAT test was easier than i thought damn...prolly B's that shit haha....anyway i'm in the process of studying for my midterms i have like a truck load of reviewing that needs to be done..haha anyway that's all for now..

BZ...again..haha

Yo reader's it's your boy again. So today i just finished studying for anatomy and filipino. I still have NCM and biochem on my hands. Another upcoming event is midterms...yay for no life haha....yes that's right I'll busy as hell this week..haha anyway uhm before i get back to studying I'm calling out batman uhm can you help me set up a chatter box when your not busy thanks. Ok guys next time I'll blog about stuff not related to school but I'm too shy to do it haha....more to come.....

sleepy

Yo readers it's your boy again. Damn I'm so sleepy, I don't even know what to type anyway Ima make this quick.....I want to sleep and I think I'm doing it haha (i'll just blog more seriously tomorrow bye......)